FML

💀💀💀💀I felt almost free from my eating disorder for the most part, which yes, it means everything else consumed me (pun intended, sorry) but I was able to try so much!
I had multiple snacks and meals in the car, ate in public(!!huge fear!!), tried new foods, didn't compensate. 
FYI, SODA BREAD IS FUCKING AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND AAHHH!! I'd like to say it was all good and I'm still feeling amazing about recovery after it but to be honest I'm not.
Possible trigger warning, And I do blame that on my step dad, ngl. I still want to recover, just I'm starting to do behaviors again and restricting. So dinner tonight I made sure I didn't do any of that malarkey!!